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ohhhhh it was quite long time i scriblled in my blog,itsbecause lots of factors ,was busy,upset,tired,laizy,and no time .

All these months i was in a mixed feeling,iam happy at the same time sad and upset.. i sometimes wonder that if iam overjoyed the next day i will cry so what i used to do is control my feelings ... i was upset that iam not getting the care and comfort that i used to get may be its because of my possessiveness or what u call for that feeling or selfish or cannot share the love u used to get.i sometimes feel iam so childish .may be iam not used to it.but iam sure that i have kept them comfortable and good .but still they are not h.... everything there is a limit... cannot tolerate anymore.....

he also not bothered about my feelings not even careing me for each and everything he is fighting with me .fed p.. i need some space.. we were not like this before .. so decided to give a break otherwise my head will burst cannot take it anymore and apart from that my health is not good ... we were planned about this vac quite before but he kep on changing his dates .. so got angry and booked ... '

now that am happy going to meet my dear ones hoping there i will not be stressed have to go to see dr and visit temples and relatives.iam so excited to see my br .. and parents ..his meeting with theertha .will leave tomo.work is ok now not too many work because 2 new mem in team .got appreciation from boss.. but still have to go miles before sleep.

i can see changes in me ,become confident now taht i have to improve my technical and communication skills .. iam working on it... i don't like to give up.... i believe in this manthra now if you have to win fight with your weaknesses and make it your strength.tahts what iam trying to do now ...

those people who have laughed at me i made them to congradulate me ,its a greta thing.. will keep on hardworking ... if god permits..

11 am tomo is flight bit tensed because theertha is with me hope she will obey me won't do any mischieve during our journey.thats all for now .....good byeee

My Darling

she is my darling Theertha (gullu).my 3 year old babe ........
she is naughty very energetic........ love dancing ..........
still remember her first days with me ...........

LUCK

Today i felt writing about luck .how important is luck in your life ?some says that if you work hard you can achieve what you want .but i personaly feel that if you work hard &if you don't have luck you are going to loose .its should go hand in hand .i have seen some persons in life even if they do something they will attain they want ,others have work double than the later to attain what they want .. some times if they don't have luck they couldn't have attain that too. i dono god is giving luck in what basis . some are fortunate to enjoy all the comforths in life because of so called luck .one couldn't inspite of his /her hard work.sometimes i feel is god is partial ....

Marriage

Marriage is one event that cherish in everyones mind

This remind me about my marriage which happened four years ago.i still remember the marriage eve ....my house is decorated with beauiful lights and flowers. all my relatives are there in my house ..cousin brothers and sisters all around me for teasing .my father was busy in arrangements and bit tensed .amma is happy that iam getting married and tensed also .because they know that i will be leaving them .being with them for past 26 years and leaving them one fine day and joins another family .my brother is busy in welcoming guest and sending them to hall where food is served .

i was tensed scared and happy too .i was sad that iam leaving my dear ones and going .that night i couldn't control my tears i was so attached to my parents and brother .